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| This whole situation has seemed like big blur to me since the second you told me the bad news.. I hated her to start out with and now shes ruined the best thing I had to look forward to my senior year... but When I stop he tears from flowing and the pain from hurting.. I wonder is it all her or is there more to the story that I am missing here.. I dont want to think that you would lie to me.. with all my heart I know you wouldnt but im still sitting here doubting if what you said was true.. alls I wanted to do was talk to her.. but I dont wanna hurt you... but since you were so persistant that I ddint speak with her it put doubt in my mind that what you were talling me wasnt true and I hate doubting you and its tearing me up inside thinking that you are lying.. because I have no reason to distrust you.. but it makes perfect sense. I dont like her anywayz.. and shes done stupid things like this in the past blame it on her and I wont think twice... and I wont be mad at you... but I stepped back and thought about it... and realized what if yuo are lying...what if this realationship isnt all I thought it was... what if you've turned into someone different.. I love you.. I really do.. I always have. I've always been here for you and I always will be. But if there is another reason as to why my perfect night has been ruined... please let me know.. I wont be mad.. maybe a little hurt because you lied but I dont like keeping all this hate in my heart towards her... especially if its not her fault... I jsut wish I knew what was really going on here.. maybe I do and im just over thinking everthing.. maybe im the one being stupid here.. but ive never been this angry towards you before... and I dont like being angry with you. your my rock and my life. without you I dont know what I would do. you've kep my chin up when it had no where to go but down. when I needed someone to hold me and let me cry you were there.. and your one of the main reasons im still sitting here on earth right now. i love you and I have never had any reason to think you were lying or that you would hurt me but theres this lerie feeling in my heart and in my head and I hate... I just hope to god that it isnt true. I love you. and that kind of heart break might never heal completely.
Bury me standing under your window with the cinder block in hand
Yeah cause no one will ever feel like this again
And if I could move I'm sure it would only be to crawl back to you
I must have dragged my guts a block... they were gone by the time we {talked}...
[Chorus: x2]
Whoa, I want to hate you half as much as I hate myself
{But} you know that I could crush you with my voice
Stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me
Hide the details I don't want to know a thing
I hate the way you say my name like it's something secret
My pen is the barrel of the gun.
Remind me which side you should be on
[Chorus x2]
Stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me
Hide the details I don't want to know a thing
I wish that I was as invisible as you make me feel [x2]
(Whoa, I want to hate you half as much as I hate my) [x2]
(1..2..3..4..)
[Chorus x2]
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| Does anyone even use this damn thing anymore?
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GLINDA
(spoken) Elphaba - why couldn't you have stayed calm for
once, instead of flying off the handle!
(sung) I hope you're happy!
I hope you're happy now
I hope you're happy how you
Hurt your cause forever
I hope you think you're clever!
ELPHABA
I hope you're happy
I hope you're happy, too
I hope you're proud how you
Would grovel in submission
To feed your own ambition
BOTH
So though I can't imagine how
I hope you're happy right now
GLINDA
(spoken) Elphie, listen to me. Just say you're sorry:
(sung) You can still be with the Wizard
What you've worked and waited for
You can have all you ever wanted:
ELPHABA
(spoken) I know:
(sung) But I don't want it -
No - I can't want it
Anymore:
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!
It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you can't pull me down!
GLINDA
Can't I make you understand?
You're having delusions of grandeur:
ELPHABA
I'm through accepting limits
'Cuz someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down:
(spoken) Glinda - come with me. Think of what we could
do: together.
(sung) Unlimited
Together we're unlimited
Together we'll be the greatest team
There's ever been
Glinda -
Dreams, the way we planned 'em
GLINDA
If we work in tandem:
BOTH
There's no fight we cannot win
Just you and I
Defying gravity
With you and I
Defying gravity
ELPHABA
They'll never bring us down!
(spoken) Well? Are you coming?
GLINDA
I hope you're happy
Now that you're choosing this
ELPHABA
(spoken) You too
(sung) I hope it brings you bliss
BOTH
I really hope you get it
And you don't live to regret it
I hope you're happy in the end
I hope you're happy, my friend:
ELPHABASo if you care to find me
Look to the western sky!
As someone told me lately:
"Ev'ryone deserves the chance to fly!"
And if I'm flying solo
At least I'm flying free
To those who'd ground me
Take a message back from me
Tell them how I am
Defying gravity
I'm flying high
Defying gravity
And soon I'll match them in renown
And nobody in all of Oz
No Wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down!
GLINDA
I hope you're happy!
CITIZENS OF OZ
Look at her, she's wicked!
Get her!
ELPHABA
:Bring me down!
CITIZENS OF OZ
No one mourns the wicked
So we've got to bring her
ELPHABA
Ahhh!
CITIZENS OF OZ
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| Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
happy birthday Dearest Jeni
Happy birthday to you!
Happy 17th. Your no longer a baby!!!!!!
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| So these past couple of days have been kind of rough.
I would like to thank those who were here to comfort me..
Especailly Connor, Kinzie, Amanda, and Jeni I love you alll....
and Danny, Im sorry. In a way I feel like I let you down and havent
been the kind of person I should be. I love you and I dont ever
want to see you go through anything like that again.
I know it wasnt my fault, but I still kinda feel like it is.
Without my friends I would be nothing. So PLEASE dont try to
leave me again. I dont care how much shit I have to put up with.
Kinzie and Connor. Thank you or letting me cry and holding me when I needed you the most..
Jeni, your amazing. and thanks for being there. and for making me laugh when all I wanted to do was cry.
Amanda- thanks for the propel and th cookies they made me smile. AND
thank you so much for staying with me that night I couldnt have eaten
pizza that size myself. and it made me feel safer knowning some one was
there to listen if I needed it.
anywayz. I just wanted to say dont take life for granted you never know
when mortality is going to come right along and slap you in the face..
I love you all. Goodnight,
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